whenever i lose a follower i just wonder
what was the final straw

Normally. I keep pretty quiet. But not this time.
Do you know what its like. Or how it feels. Yes… i know your bi polar. I know you have an addiction problem. And yes! I love you. And yes! I know who you really are but babe really. Im a strong person. But only so much i can take. Only so much hurt and stress one person could be under. I work hard. For you and me. And yes you work hard to but how can one be so blinded by the drugs that that can spit venom and the one they say they love. How can one sit here. And treat someone has done them right since the beginning. Never in my life. Would i have though you could look me in my eyes and say some of the things you have said. I would never do that to you. I may look like im always positive but behind the well at least its not as much as yesterday. Or at least your not out looking for things to steal to get your high…. i hurt. Broke down. It doesnt hurt me to see you treat me like this.. it hurts because i know how bad it hurts you. To see you go through this everyday.. waking up and doing what you do. It breaks my heart. As a friend. As a girlfriend. And as someone whos been here for you through everything. I am a human though and i can only take so much… :/